fun with televisions

exchange tonight at karaoke:

the_pending: why is it that the TVs across from me are the ones that keep going out?
me: [unable to contain my laughter] because i have a shiny new TV-B-Gone!
the_pending: what?
me: a TV-B-Gone! it's a universal remote that turns off TVs!
the_pending: you're kidding, right?
me: nope! [pulls out my keychain and shows off my shiny new toy]

it was so much fun playing with that thing at karaoke tonight and confusing people. it really was. and...it took forever for the people at the bar to realise that the TVs were off and start turning them back on. i think it's officially my new favourite gadget.

:(

i can't focus on bar study for more than a few minutes at a time today. this is not good, as the test is in five days.

sigh.

:P

there's no use fighting it anymore: i'm getting sick.

this is not okay.

???

is it a good thing or a bad thing that i did well on the MBE questions i tried to do today while deliriously tired and passing in and out of sleep?

seriously, i wish the bar was tomorrow. hell, just give me the bar right now. i want to get it over with. i want to get back my life, without feeling the stress of waiting and waiting to take a test that means so much to me.

am i completely prepared for the bar? no. i'm feeling really good about the MBE, but i'm feeling really rotten still about the essay questions. but, i'm getting to the point that i'm so sick of waiting and waiting that my desire to get this test over with is overriding my abject fear of sitting for the essay portion of the test.