zyzzx road

"zzyzx road"
by stone sour

i don't know how else to put this
it's taken me so long to do this
i'm falling asleep and i can't see straight
my muscles feel like a melee
my body's curled in a u-shape
i put on my best but i'm still afraid

propped up by lies and promises
saving my place as life forgets
maybe its time i saw the world
i'm only here for a while
but patience is not my style
and i'm so tired that i gotta go

what am i supposed to hide now
what am I supposed to do
did you really think i wouldn't see this through
tell me i should stick around for you
tell me i could have it all
i'm still too tired to care and i gotta go

i get to go home in one week
but i'm leaving home in three weeks
they throw me a bone just to pick me dry
i'm following suit and directions
i crawl up inside for protection
i'm told what to do and i don't know why

i'm over existing in limbo
i'm over the myths and placebos
i don't really mind if i just fade away
i'm ready to live with my family
i'm ready to die in obscurity
'cause i'm so tired that i gotta go

where am i supposed to hide now
what am i supposed to do
you still don't think i'm going see this through
tell me i'm a part of history
tell me i can have it all
i'm still too tired to care and i gotta go

still too tired to care and i gotta go
still too tired to care and i gotta go
still too tired to care and i gotta go
still too tired to care and i gotta go
go home
still too tired to care and i gotta go
still too tired to care and i gotta go

more tubes!

i have a website now!

no, i'm not moving this blog. this is for my personal rants. rogueclown.net, my new site, is a home for all of my computer and hacking projects. it'll be really nice to have a separate place for that.

so...if you're interested in that stuff, check it out! i don't have a whole lot up there, since i just brought it up today, but it should get really interesting in the coming months.