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Jul. 9th, 2008
put me out of my misery
Jul. 9th, 2008 05:21 amthese days of reviewing our mock multistate bar are awful, absolutely awful.
taking the mock test on monday wasn't as awful as i thought. yeah, being up early was terrible. i am not a morning person--that's why i signed up for the 1:30pm barbri section and not the 9am one. but, we all had to be here at 9am monday to take it. luckily, i'm about the fastest standardized test taker on the face of the earth, so i finished each half with about an hour to spare.
but yesterday and today...we're going over the answers.
it's not as if it's a total waste of my time. the teacher is pointing out some useful things that are helping me synthesize and remember rules. but, she's just so damned perky. i wanted to throw things at her after about five minutes yesterday, and my desire to do that increased when i realised that i was going to have to deal with fourteen hours of her yammering.
time is not healing this. after seven hours yesterday, i still wanted to smack her. after another hour and fifteen minutes today, it's still no better. at least we're back to normal--as in, 1:30 classes and a lecturer who is ostensibly not a squeaking, perky chick--tomorrow.
if you have a gun, a knife, whatever...please come put me out of my misery. if you don't have that or have some sort of reservation about killing a fellow person who desperately needs some relief, a cookie or a beer would be acceptable too.
taking the mock test on monday wasn't as awful as i thought. yeah, being up early was terrible. i am not a morning person--that's why i signed up for the 1:30pm barbri section and not the 9am one. but, we all had to be here at 9am monday to take it. luckily, i'm about the fastest standardized test taker on the face of the earth, so i finished each half with about an hour to spare.
but yesterday and today...we're going over the answers.
it's not as if it's a total waste of my time. the teacher is pointing out some useful things that are helping me synthesize and remember rules. but, she's just so damned perky. i wanted to throw things at her after about five minutes yesterday, and my desire to do that increased when i realised that i was going to have to deal with fourteen hours of her yammering.
time is not healing this. after seven hours yesterday, i still wanted to smack her. after another hour and fifteen minutes today, it's still no better. at least we're back to normal--as in, 1:30 classes and a lecturer who is ostensibly not a squeaking, perky chick--tomorrow.
if you have a gun, a knife, whatever...please come put me out of my misery. if you don't have that or have some sort of reservation about killing a fellow person who desperately needs some relief, a cookie or a beer would be acceptable too.
mood music
Jul. 9th, 2008 05:42 pmpresenting...the official theme song for the 2008 bar exam:
"Violent Mood Swings"
by Stabbing Westward
you've left me with nothing left but questions
you left me here not knowing who i am
you've left me so much fucking time to hate you
you left me with no choice but to die
violent mood swings
violent mood swings
violent mood swings
violent mood swings
your voice whispers nearly all the time now
reminding me just how worthless i am
sometimes i just hear your laugh forever
i want you the fuck out of my head
violent mood swings
violent mood swings
violent mood swings
violent mood swings
you're inside my pain inside my sorrow
i die for one last moment inside you
i miss you so fucking bad i am you
so whose god will fucking save me now
violent mood swings
violent mood swings
violent mood swings
violent mood swings
"Violent Mood Swings"
by Stabbing Westward
you've left me with nothing left but questions
you left me here not knowing who i am
you've left me so much fucking time to hate you
you left me with no choice but to die
violent mood swings
violent mood swings
violent mood swings
violent mood swings
your voice whispers nearly all the time now
reminding me just how worthless i am
sometimes i just hear your laugh forever
i want you the fuck out of my head
violent mood swings
violent mood swings
violent mood swings
violent mood swings
you're inside my pain inside my sorrow
i die for one last moment inside you
i miss you so fucking bad i am you
so whose god will fucking save me now
violent mood swings
violent mood swings
violent mood swings
violent mood swings
