over before it begins

i can't believe the new semester starts tomorrow.

i'm very much not ready. it's not for lack of relaxation, as i think the last three weeks have been the laziest three weeks of my life. but, after spending last semester being at turns stressed-out, lackadaisical, and possibly just plain crazy, i'm feeling extremely unsure that i'm going to make it out of this semester unscathed.

i have so much Important Stuff that i have to do this semester.

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my plate is full, and i'm freaking out.